I never meant for this blog to turn into another tight lipped half, hushed blog full of quiet partial stories as to not offend people. Mostly people who know me IRL. Lately this has been grating on me.
Currently, I’m on the fence about creating a second more PC/Family friendly blog and Facebook account since my Mom’s sister now has FB and my Mom, may not be far behind.
I have one year until graduation, I hope after that year to no longer be dependent on family. I love my family, I’m extremely grateful for all the love and support they have given.
… but I’m ready to be my own person and not have to hold my breath because I don’t want them to be offended. (This is a really big deal to me and something that’s very very difficult.) That secret some of you know about? Well, part of me thinks maybe I should go for something smaller that would be mine so my parents wouldn’t have that over my head.
I’m going to be honest with you all…
I am scared.
41 days until LVN starts. 402 days until GRADUATION!!
And then? Then the real world. Full time work, bill paying, full time work!
I ramble a lot in these more heartfelt blog entries but I hope you’ll stick with me here.
I am excited. Really, really excited.
Reading the blogs of the adults in my twitter feed, you all are amazing. Those of you with kids? You’re helping me see all the things the books, workshops, school– that no one tells you!
I’m not really sure what my tweets, my blog, my life is going to be like starting in 41 days, but people, I hope you stick around for the ride!