Archive for February, 2012
Goodbye to California, a set on Flickr.
Collection of photos from my last couple weeks in California.
I don’t feel like drinking or much like eating.
I laugh to myself, outwardly only showing a smile. Because I sound like a patient, many a patient back in my CNA days. “Nothing tastes good. I don’t have the energy. I’m too tired to drink.”
Stretching there’s a catch in my neck. Right side. Site of centeral line placement. My ghost memory of the line in my neck, all night in the ER… The worry of my family….
That catch motivates me. More water. Dinner would be good. No more trips to Emergency…. I hate being sick. I hate the fever, chills, the loopiness from the sick, the swimming brain from medicines.
I realize this post is odd, sometimes, sometimes I just feel the need to write and I indulged tonight. Hope you all don’t mind.